Sunday, August 29, 2010


3.54pm, I'm Bored... -.- Got Nothing else to do.. my GE game is running... watching my characters lvling, my roomate is on the phone.. with someone.. idk who that is.. hahaha.. but im sure its a girl.. ;) coz he is talking softly... ok2, enuff about that... its my blog..

well, this morning i was suppose to go to kampus barat for raptai perarakan ambang kemerdekaan.. but last night, my bad, this morning, i slept at 1.30pm or arnd there.. and i didnt woke up for sahur.. -.- kinda starving now.. but heheh.. theres no challenge if theres none of this condition.. ^^, imagine those poor ppl hoh... thats what make me strong.. =) okok.. lets continue, well.. i woke up late.. start to be conscious at 6am -.-" and i continue sleeping... i was suppose to wake up at 7 or 7.15... just to get ready... but then again.. i woke up late at 7.30.. i got 30 minutes to get ready... and i get up from my bed at arnd 7.40.. lol.. took shower, and blablabla... its 7.50.. still got 10 minutes be the bus left.. when i was walking outside with my frnds, we got info that the bus already left -.-"

there we go.. game over, next bus is at 10am.. holy **** hahaha... well.. i went back to my room, and continue sleeping.. XD until 1.30pm... continue playing my game, facebooking, play some games again, and end up here writing my blog.. well.. its not bad right? ^^, right now, im listening to song.. alot of them.. =) just to get rid of my boredness and hope to rise my mood bar. :D

sigh~ tonite at 9 i'll be going to parking lot to meet the others for the cheers that we are going to do 2moro night during the ambang merdeka... representing kolej seroja.. hell yea, the champ is in the house.. ^^, just hope that i 'overslept' again =.=" next event, i guess... is unplanned... ^^, but honestly, i cant wait to come home... MIRI~~~~ 6 days to go. im ready for holiday already..

BUT.... I still have one, ONE, the only one project that me and my group need to finish.. oh my -.- the presentation is on this friday.. but we havent prepare anything yet -.- oh my.. im nt sure how will this go.. but we will do it... bottomline is, we like doing things last minute -.- student's habit huh... i guess so... i got so many things to write.. oh my... and yea, im bored of FB-ing already, feeling like deactivating my account.. but, i got my favourite game going on, MW, and some more, which i cant stop playing.. others, like chatting, blablabla... oh my, like cowboy town.. -.- so bored, so many frnds but none came to chat or interfere my status.. cant deny theres some.. but what do u expect from over 1.5k frnds? alot of replies right?

i didnt get them.. haha.. not to be emo.. but its fact.. and fact always right.. ;)
i'll stop writing here.. happy reading..

-to be continue-

Friday, August 27, 2010

New HairStyLe

Its 8.13pm now.. i just got back from Desa Ilmu.. Got A new Haircut, and break fast at anjung ria cafe.. forget the name... i ordered kuey tiaw goreng and it was nice.. its been some time since i at a well cooked fried kuey tiaw.. :) *Thumbs Up* ;) I uploaded my pic from my room at kolej seroja, west campus, UNIMAS, oh, i just realised that i got pimple on my nose.. argh! got to get rid of it.. =/

2moro I will be sitting for statistics mid term exam, gonna study tonight and do some refreshment... hope i didnt forget those formulas or graphs especially ogive like i did few days back during statistics quizzz... oh my... here we go, time passes so fast... its the 17th day of Ramadhan.. Thank God that all my fasting are full till today and hope to extend my rally of "full-fasting" to eight (8) years.. ;) what a record.. 

Owkay then, i'll stop here for now.. its nice writing here and sometimes u got to express ur feelings.. ;) thnx for the tip lil sis.. - Credits to VaNz ;) (if ur reading this, pls smile) =P

-outta here-
-will be continue- =)(",)
I Like This Style, MoHawk. ;)

Thursday, August 26, 2010

BuHrinK, PenInG~~!!

Hi Guys~ i just got the time to update this blog of mine before i go to sleep... to day was the 15th or 16th day of fasting month.. im not sure of the actual day... hehehe... well... 2moro we have ethnic relation exam... mid term... oh, im so nervous.. xD

Im done reading the notes from the reference book... and i realise that, oh.. there 6 chapters to read... omg.. its mid term.. and 2moro will be objective questions... im not sure how many.. but regardless of the quantity, im still nervous... not sure if i can answer them or not.. i'll just answer them according to my instinct and logic and i hope its the right way... ;) i mean, thats the best way to answer when ur not sure of the fact.. am i correct? ^^, well.. i better get to sack now... getting sleepy and late... i usually sleep at 1am.. but because im having headache today.. not a serious one, im just gonna take some extra rest, and i hope to recover by 2moro morning..

Guys, Wish Me Luck.. ^^ I Hope I Can Answer Them All Tomorrow.

p/s: Life Goes On, No Matter What, No Matter What Are Your Consequences. It Goes On. So Move On With It. =)(",)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

The FaLLeN

This morning i woke up.. i guess it was an ordinary day... and as it went a few minutes after that, yeah... It was and ordinary day for me.. until i read something.. I felt nothing.. I felt so down, my ears were hot, my mind was stolen from someone else, i lost my confidence, i lost my faith, i lost who i am... i tried to change, but i failed.. I need some Support, i need some truth.. why am i feeling this, please reveal me the truth.. I'm not being myself, for who i am, for what i do, for what i believe in. Again, I tried to be tough, like was, before this happen.. Sound strange? Yeah.. Its secret.. Its feeling.. Its happening.. Feel Curious about it? Read Some more... Read Some More..

It Happened within 2 seconds when i read and felt:" Oh! I've Seen This Before!, I Thought That.. Ugh..~" And i Started to melt down, falling from the top of the iceberg, into and open icy cold freezing hypothermic Sea. It's A feeling that i Felt I was the one... the choosen one to fall.. The choosen one to be "cut" in the chest with an axe.. A wound that never gonna be cured..

Before I came here, i Put ONE STATEMENT in my head.. And I disobeyed My own rule.. And I know, I just realized, That i am not that strong that i thought i was. I'm Down cause of what i do.. But I still know the way out of this. I can Still Try to pick myself Out.. Swim out of the icy cold sea.. with one hope, one dignity, one pride and followed by ONE word and ONE word only. "IGNORE"

But then again.. I'm not that type of human that wants to Ignore this. I'm the type who care about this..


To Be Continue..

Saturday, August 21, 2010


Morning Guys :)

Guess This is the 11th of Ramadhan.. I Lost Count -.-" But Nvmnd... Its a Cold Morning... Still Dusk... COld, Very cold.... At 4.20Am my HP rang... Although I set My Alarm @ 4am, I Heard it @ around 4.20 Maybe..Can't Remember.. Deep Sleep huh ^^, Well, I woke up then, Saw My HP status.. It was 3 Miss Calls and 2 Msgs.. My MuM tried to call me and wake me Up.. And My GF sent a MSG, asking me To Eat Sahur ^^, How Sweet.. Two Of My lOVED ones care About Me.. ^^, I miss Them ^^,

Well, For Today's Sahur, I ate Lee Fah Mee, Abalone Flavour(oh, took me about 5 seconds to think of the word flavour), and Chipsmore.. ^^, AND, 3 Kurma's.. I Like It.. ^^, Although I Have to drink Plain water.. But Its Ok.. This is What We Call Experience Living Without Ur Family Beside You and Away From "Spoonfeeding".

I Miss Home~~ =)(",)
Till Then.. Arigatou~

Friday, August 20, 2010

ThE BeginNing..

HyE~ hehe... This is the 1st time im writing a blog... although i heard about it last few years.. nvr got the interest to make one.. BUT, today my sis asked me to make one just coz i can read her's.. nvmnd, i'll get use to this 'thing'. Felt awkward writing these things.. LMFAO..

I'll just start telling about myself..
Born in Lutong, Miri, Sarawak.. =.="
Graduated from LUGOSS
Currently Studying @ UNIMAS taking Planning & Development =)

Guess Thats all i can write for now.. HaHa..